The Kink I Didn’t Know I Needed

I’ve discovered I’ve got a new kink/fetish after some recent sessions with Sir and some vivid and racy dreams.

My main interests have always fallen in the realm of restrictive bondage coupled with the power exchange element between Sir and I. We can layer on pretty much anything from watersports to an intense flogging, if I’m restrained, hooded or gagged, it makes me extra horny and helps me submit even further.

The fun thing about kink and bdsm is your interests in different areas can ebb and flow, and you find new things that push all the right buttons from time to time that you didn’t know would do it for you or that you’d never even thought of. That’s exactly what happened here.

Sir sometimes likes to have alone time. Whether that‘s some one on one time with another sub we have over or just to chill and watch a movie or TV show I maybe don’t love that much. We both agree getting some time to yourself, especially since COVID hit and we’ve been working from home and living together 24/7 for coming up on 18 months now, is really important.

In the past Sir’s had me get out the bondage table or the sleepsack and tied me down for a couple hours, every now and then teasing or edging me. More recently Sir put me in the sleepsack with a hood and headphones and looped a recorded induction/deepener with some bdsm related suggestions. IT. WAS. AMAZING.

I don’t quite know what to label the kink, probably somewhere between mind control and brainwashing, with a sprinkle of objectification. The thought of Sir putting me under and popping a track of his voice on loop with no where to go, nothing to do but focus on the sound of his voice. Letting me to spiral deeper and marinate in his control like a slow cooker recipe where you set it and forget it until you’re ready, combining both longer term (a few hours) bondage and mindless obedience is very hot. When he’s enjoyed enough alone time, he can release me whenever he pleases and I’m so deep and submissive at that point. Coming out hot and sweaty and fully conditioned to be his slave and obey without question or concern for the world outside. I’ve woken up from dreams like that a few nights with quite the boner.

Here’s hoping as Sir continues to work on more of his tracks/files there’ll be some more sessions like this in the future.

-Master Bryan’s Boy